April 16, 2005 I guess my indecisiveness landed me in deep trouble. I still can't get over what I did. But if I didn't withdraw I might have felt reluctant to go in. I might not have realised that I'm not being true and respecting myself.
So much about my future.
Playing O2 and OZ occupies my thoughts and relieves me only during game play. Then those ugly thoughts rush back the moment I stop playing. So much for escapism.
Now that I've found what I really like, I don't want to go Accounting anymore. Sorry Jia Ying. =/
I don't even know what to do if I don't get in.
I skipped my Book 3 today. I know I shouldn't but I did. I wouldn't be in the mood to concentrate either.
I should be changing my blog address soon. Bubbles don't deserve to have unhappy thoughts. Bubbles is supposed to be cheerful and lively.
I'm so scared. I know I can do well in anything I want. But that was when games that I love like OZ wasn't around. I wonder if it'd affect me again this round.
I think I should take a break from OZ. I half promised myself that I'm only going to be playing for 3days but it doesn't seem to be the case now. Sigh.
I just quit temporarily. Passed everything to Shatz. Anyone who wants to play OZ Phils msn me. I'll help. For the other countries OZ, go apply for Global.